1
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.

2
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- Okay, home stretch, Luna.

3
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We just need to find
Dada's other shoe.

4
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Did you steal Dada's shoe?

5
00:00:10,793 --> 00:00:11,924
No? Well, that's nice of you.

6
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Where is it? Where's my shoe?

7
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Shoe, shoe, shoe. Shoe!

8
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Luna, shoe!

9
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And--

10
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oh, yogurt.

11
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[knocking on door]

12
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Uh, hey, hey, hey, hey.

13
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Hey! Thank you guys so much.

14
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I know it's last minute.
- Oh, no worries.

15
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- My Tuesday nanny
just canceled on me.

16
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I didn't have anyone.
- What is that smell?

17
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- Oh, uh, fun fact,

18
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when Luna's waffle gets stuck
in the toaster too long

19
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it becomes a charcoal
briquette.

20
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I'll get that for you.

21
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- I think I smell
something else.

22
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- Yeah, that's her,
uh, lo mein.

23
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She really likes it spicy.
- Takeout for breakfast.

24
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- Uh, well,
it's usually milk and eggs

25
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but we are out of milk.

26
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Also eggs.

27
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So I tried to do
the waffle thing

28
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but that turned
into a briquette.

29
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So, I, uh, yeah.

30
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It was either lo mein or soup.

31
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Could you guys do a quick favor

32
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and go to the grocery store?

33
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We just need milk and eggs
and, uh, waffles.

34
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- Come on, sweetheart.

35
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Grandma's gonna
get you changed.

36
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- Hey.

37
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[gasps]
You got a double kiss!

38
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- Oh, and wipes?
- Wipes, yes. We need wipes.

39
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Thank you so much.
Best grandparents ever.

40
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The stuff of legends. Yes!

41
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Luna, I love you.

42
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Okay, thank you, guys.
Seriously. Bye.

43
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- [exhales]
Wow.

44
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[upbeat music]

45
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♪

46
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- ♪ Nobody gonna
bring me down ♪

47
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♪ Been running
since I hit the ground ♪

48
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♪ Try to catch me if you can

49
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♪ Most people
don't understand ♪

50
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- We need to talk about this.
- ♪ I'm a rebel

51
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- Harper, turn it down!
- ♪ I'm on another level

52
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- I put that in the closet.

53
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- And I took it back out.

54
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We need to talk about him, Ig.

55
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- Yeah, we will.

56
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- What? You've been
saying that for a week.

57
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Have you thought about a 21/20?
- No.

58
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I mean, yes, I've thought
about a 21/20, obviously.

59
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But that's a psychiatric hold,
it's not--

60
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- It would keep Chance
off the street

61
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and away from our kids.
- For 72 hours.

62
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And then he'd be back on
the streets, feeling betrayed.

63
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- Okay, fine.

64
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Then go for something
more permanent.

65
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- No, Martin,
I am not discussing

66
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a restraining order with you.

67
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Hey.

68
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Hi, babe. Hi.

69
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Everything's fine, okay?
We're just discussing some

70
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boring old grown up stuff.

71
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Why don't you go back up
and log in to school, okay?

72
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I'll meet you there.

73
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It's okay. Go for it.

74
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And music off, sweetie.

75
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That is exactly why I didn't
want to discuss this, okay?

76
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A restraining order
is a formal connection

77
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between Chance and I.
It's what he wants.

78
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- All that matters
is they reduce risk.

79
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- [sighs]

80
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Sometimes.
- Most times.

81
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And they got
a way better track record

82
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than wishful thinking.

83
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- If we provoke Chance,
he could hurt himself.

84
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- This is not about Chance.

85
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This is about us.

86
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Our safety, our kids.

87
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Look, we... [sighs]

88
00:03:01,268 --> 00:03:03,095
No, you know what, Iggy?

89
00:03:03,139 --> 00:03:04,575
You have to do something.

90
00:03:04,619 --> 00:03:05,533
Today.

91
00:03:09,711 --> 00:03:12,366
- What? I don't want that.
- It's just oat milk.

92
00:03:12,409 --> 00:03:13,715
- What you mean,
"just oat milk"?

93
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You ever seen
an udder on an oat?

94
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That's not natural.
- Natural?

95
00:03:16,892 --> 00:03:18,372
A few minutes ago
you were just raving

96
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about some beer
made out of oysters?

97
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- Oyster stout is normal beer

98
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made from the shells
of oysters. It's--

99
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- And I've yet
to meet a mollusk

100
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made out of grain,
hops, or yeast.

101
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- All right, look, that's it.
I'm--I'm gonna take you out

102
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to have that beer tonight.

103
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Oh, no. I--I'm--

104
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I'm sorry. Not like that.

105
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I wasn't trying to make a move.

106
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- Uh-huh.

107
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- I can't be home tonight.

108
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You know, I'm trying to think
of a reason to stay out.

109
00:03:46,313 --> 00:03:48,140
- Why's that?
- You know, my--

110
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my roommate is having
a gentleman over for a "visit."

111
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- You have a roommate?

112
00:03:54,103 --> 00:03:56,061
- Yeah, my mom.

113
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My roommate is my mother.

114
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- You live with your mom?

115
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And your mom is the one
hanging the sock on the door.

116
00:04:04,418 --> 00:04:06,550
- So now we're clowning?
Is that it?

117
00:04:06,594 --> 00:04:08,378
- Yeah, you definitely
were not making a move.

118
00:04:08,422 --> 00:04:09,553
[chuckles]
- See, now, that--

119
00:04:09,597 --> 00:04:12,513
that's the way--
now you owe me a drink.

120
00:04:12,556 --> 00:04:14,341
- Fine, I know
the perfect place.

121
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I will text you the address.
- Okay.

122
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- Helen. Hey, uh,

123
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hey.

124
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What do you need?
- Uh, nothing.

125
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I just saw you
walking down the hallway

126
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and it looked like more fun
than my hallway so--

127
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- Okay.

128
00:04:37,102 --> 00:04:39,931
- You okay? Um, work, life?

129
00:04:39,975 --> 00:04:41,585
- It's good. All good.
- All good.

130
00:04:41,629 --> 00:04:42,586
What's with the rosary?

131
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- It's not a rosary.

132
00:04:44,109 --> 00:04:45,502
- Yeah? Uh, well, you know,

133
00:04:45,546 --> 00:04:47,417
if it looks like a rosary
and smells like a rosary--

134
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- It's personal.

135
00:04:49,767 --> 00:04:51,421
- I don't think
that's how it goes.

136
00:04:54,816 --> 00:04:56,905
- You're actually
considering it?

137
00:04:56,948 --> 00:04:59,081
Leaving New Amsterdam?
- Hey, it's a good gig.

138
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More money, less drama.
Plus, I could walk to work.

139
00:05:01,562 --> 00:05:03,651
Plus, it is Mt. Zion.

140
00:05:03,694 --> 00:05:05,130
- [in English accent]
Oh, I'm Casey,

141
00:05:05,174 --> 00:05:07,785
and I want to work at a big,
posh, private hospital

142
00:05:07,829 --> 00:05:09,787
where nothing exciting
ever happens.

143
00:05:09,831 --> 00:05:11,354
- Whatever.
Your accent's wack.

144
00:05:11,398 --> 00:05:13,051
- Incoming!

145
00:05:13,095 --> 00:05:14,662
Bertha James, 64 years old.

146
00:05:14,705 --> 00:05:16,968
Accidental impalement
on pruning shears.

147
00:05:17,012 --> 00:05:20,450
BP 138 over 74
and slightly tachy at 114.

148
00:05:20,494 --> 00:05:21,973
- [groans]
- Already vaccinated for COVID.

149
00:05:22,017 --> 00:05:23,279
- Okay, let's get her
to Bay 24.

150
00:05:23,323 --> 00:05:26,543
- Just get these things
out of me!

151
00:05:26,587 --> 00:05:29,067
- We will, but first
you need a CAT scan and work-up

152
00:05:29,111 --> 00:05:31,592
so we can figure out the safest
way to remove them, okay?

153
00:05:31,635 --> 00:05:34,246
How bad is the pain?

154
00:05:34,290 --> 00:05:36,597
- Bad!
- Okay, uh, Turan,

155
00:05:36,640 --> 00:05:38,250
can I get, um--what the--

156
00:05:38,294 --> 00:05:40,514
[metal creaking, crashing]

157
00:05:40,557 --> 00:05:42,994
[all exclaiming]

158
00:05:43,038 --> 00:05:45,083
- [screaming]
- Is everybody okay?

159
00:05:45,127 --> 00:05:47,651
You okay? Everybody okay?
We need help over here!

160
00:05:47,695 --> 00:05:49,174
- What the hell is going on
in here?

161
00:05:49,218 --> 00:05:50,654
- Let's pull them out.
Let's get them out of here.

162
00:05:50,698 --> 00:05:53,353
Okay, get maintenance
down here now.

163
00:05:53,396 --> 00:05:54,963
- Are you kidding me!?

164
00:05:55,006 --> 00:05:57,835
- Feel the excitement.
- Excitement?

165
00:05:57,879 --> 00:06:00,534
- Okay, let's get them
out of here.

166
00:06:00,577 --> 00:06:02,840
- So great to see you all
in the flesh again.

167
00:06:02,884 --> 00:06:05,277
Mask-less, here we are.
[group laughing]

168
00:06:05,321 --> 00:06:06,496
You know, virtual visits
were great.

169
00:06:06,540 --> 00:06:08,585
What a great tool
we got to use but, man,

170
00:06:08,629 --> 00:06:10,152
have I missed in-person

171
00:06:10,195 --> 00:06:12,154
inpatient visiting days.
These are the best.

172
00:06:12,197 --> 00:06:14,374
I mean, families coming
together, reconnecting.

173
00:06:14,417 --> 00:06:16,201
This is why we do
what we do, right?

174
00:06:16,245 --> 00:06:18,073
- Are gifts okay?

175
00:06:18,116 --> 00:06:19,291
- Yeah.

176
00:06:19,335 --> 00:06:22,382
- 'Cause I, uh,
brought my son a journal.

177
00:06:22,425 --> 00:06:23,861
- Great, yeah, journal.
Good call.

178
00:06:23,905 --> 00:06:25,863
Anything that encourages
expression, I'm all for it.

179
00:06:25,907 --> 00:06:28,213
- Yeah, but the orderly
confiscated it.

180
00:06:28,257 --> 00:06:30,433
- Ahh, yeah...

181
00:06:30,477 --> 00:06:32,609
spiral-bound, I'm guessing?

182
00:06:32,653 --> 00:06:34,829
Yeah, okay, good segue.

183
00:06:34,872 --> 00:06:36,439
Couple ground rules
we should talk about.

184
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No sharp objects
are allowed inside.

185
00:06:38,659 --> 00:06:41,879
Anything spiral-bound,
jewelry, earrings.

186
00:06:41,923 --> 00:06:44,316
Um, anything that
a child inclined to self-harm

187
00:06:44,360 --> 00:06:46,101
would or could self-harm with.

188
00:06:46,144 --> 00:06:47,929
Um, also,

189
00:06:47,972 --> 00:06:50,453
no outside medication
is allowed in, okay?

190
00:06:50,497 --> 00:06:51,715
So any pills
that you came with,

191
00:06:51,759 --> 00:06:52,716
you can leave them with me.

192
00:06:52,760 --> 00:06:54,065
You get them when you leave.

193
00:06:54,109 --> 00:06:55,197
Uh...

194
00:06:55,240 --> 00:06:57,460
[emotional music]

195
00:06:57,504 --> 00:06:58,896
but, guys, that's not--that's--

196
00:06:58,940 --> 00:07:00,376
hey, that's not what
today is about, all right?

197
00:07:00,420 --> 00:07:02,987
Today is about progress.
Your kids are getting better.

198
00:07:03,031 --> 00:07:05,773
They're getting better
every day and in a few moments,

199
00:07:05,816 --> 00:07:08,123
you are going to see that
with your very own eyes, so.

200
00:07:08,166 --> 00:07:10,255
- You can bring your son
my cookies, if you want.

201
00:07:10,299 --> 00:07:11,474
I made way too many.

202
00:07:11,518 --> 00:07:13,389
- Yes, that is
the spirit right there.

203
00:07:13,433 --> 00:07:14,521
Okay, guys, what do you think?

204
00:07:14,564 --> 00:07:16,261
Want to go see your kiddos?

205
00:07:16,305 --> 00:07:17,611
Let's go! Follow me.

206
00:07:22,529 --> 00:07:24,269
- DeMarcus Lott, 27.

207
00:07:24,313 --> 00:07:25,749
Taxi-to-bike head-on collision.

208
00:07:25,793 --> 00:07:26,794
- Whoa, whoa, whoa!

209
00:07:26,837 --> 00:07:28,578
- What the hell happened here?

210
00:07:28,622 --> 00:07:30,537
- Emergency bowel disimpaction

211
00:07:30,580 --> 00:07:32,495
of the building's
old drainage pipes.

212
00:07:32,539 --> 00:07:34,584
- Crap.
- Well, let's hope not.

213
00:07:34,628 --> 00:07:36,804
Uh, Mr. Lott,
how are you feeling?

214
00:07:36,847 --> 00:07:38,283
- Like I'm about
to be Internet famous.

215
00:07:38,327 --> 00:07:40,242
Check this out.
Tossed off the hood of the car,

216
00:07:40,285 --> 00:07:43,375
rebounded off the mailbox,
landed smack on the pavement.

217
00:07:43,419 --> 00:07:45,290
That's why you wear a GoPro.

218
00:07:45,334 --> 00:07:46,727
- And a helmet.

219
00:07:46,770 --> 00:07:51,122
Brunstetter, let's order
a CT scan for Mr. Lott.

220
00:07:51,166 --> 00:07:52,950
- Any more openings
at Mt. Zion?

221
00:07:52,994 --> 00:07:54,212
- Heard that.

222
00:07:56,127 --> 00:07:57,868
- Dr. Bloom.

223
00:07:57,912 --> 00:07:59,653
- Damn it, she's tachypneic.

224
00:08:04,614 --> 00:08:07,530
Okay, let's get her
on nasal cannula O2.

225
00:08:07,574 --> 00:08:08,836
- It was the shears?

226
00:08:08,879 --> 00:08:10,402
- Nowhere near her heart
or her lungs.

227
00:08:10,446 --> 00:08:12,013
- Hello?

228
00:08:12,056 --> 00:08:14,102
Somebody?

229
00:08:14,145 --> 00:08:16,104
What's this on my leg?
You see this?

230
00:08:17,801 --> 00:08:20,151
- I got that on my arm.

231
00:08:20,195 --> 00:08:23,154
[ominous music]

232
00:08:23,198 --> 00:08:25,635
- [wheezy coughing]

233
00:08:25,679 --> 00:08:32,816
♪

234
00:08:34,339 --> 00:08:35,558
[coughing]

235
00:08:35,602 --> 00:08:40,258
[metallic plinking]

236
00:08:40,302 --> 00:08:42,043
- We need to evacuate the ED.

237
00:08:42,086 --> 00:08:43,392
- Evacuate? Why?

238
00:08:43,435 --> 00:08:46,830
- That's not dirty water.
That's a chemical spill.

239
00:08:50,268 --> 00:08:50,486
.

240
00:08:50,530 --> 00:08:53,097
- Okay, the sickest patients
and those with the most

241
00:08:53,141 --> 00:08:54,621
chemical exposure
go to the front of the line

242
00:08:54,664 --> 00:08:57,101
for DECON showers, chest CTs,
and arterial blood gases.

243
00:08:57,145 --> 00:08:58,625
Less acute
are gonna have to wait.

244
00:08:58,668 --> 00:09:00,452
Uh, Mrs. Westbrook,
how you feeling?

245
00:09:00,496 --> 00:09:02,324
- Better.
- Blood sugar's down to 187.

246
00:09:02,367 --> 00:09:03,368
Okay, that's what
I like to hear.

247
00:09:03,412 --> 00:09:04,761
Low exposure, back of the line.

248
00:09:04,805 --> 00:09:07,982
- Dr. Bloom, I ran
the symptoms by Poison Control

249
00:09:08,025 --> 00:09:09,592
and they suspect
herbicide called

250
00:09:09,636 --> 00:09:12,334
4-methyl-2-chlorophenoxyacetic
acid.

251
00:09:12,377 --> 00:09:14,815
Apparently,
MFCA is odorless, colorless,

252
00:09:14,858 --> 00:09:16,077
and highly corrosive.

253
00:09:16,120 --> 00:09:17,774
- Huh, what a great trio.

254
00:09:17,818 --> 00:09:20,124
- Coming through.
- I put the ED on diversion

255
00:09:20,168 --> 00:09:23,388
and activated HazMat protocol.
- HazMat!?

256
00:09:23,432 --> 00:09:25,260
- Busted pipe doused
Bertha pretty bad.

257
00:09:25,303 --> 00:09:28,045
- Into the open wound?
- Direct hit.

258
00:09:28,089 --> 00:09:29,438
- Since then,
she's been tachy with runs

259
00:09:29,481 --> 00:09:30,918
of wide complex V-tach.

260
00:09:30,961 --> 00:09:33,224
- Not to mention
the gardening shears

261
00:09:33,268 --> 00:09:35,531
still sticking out of me.
- We're gonna get to those.

262
00:09:35,575 --> 00:09:37,489
But first we gotta take care
of your heart and lungs.

263
00:09:37,533 --> 00:09:39,535
Which means a DECON shower

264
00:09:39,579 --> 00:09:41,232
to get the chemicals
off your skin.

265
00:09:41,276 --> 00:09:42,756
And then some wound irrigation

266
00:09:42,799 --> 00:09:44,714
to get the rest of it
out of your insides, all right?

267
00:09:44,758 --> 00:09:46,020
Just try to breathe.

268
00:09:46,063 --> 00:09:47,761
- Bertha's in,
but we only have two showers.

269
00:09:47,804 --> 00:09:49,545
It's gonna take hours
to get everyone through.

270
00:09:49,589 --> 00:09:51,591
- Okay, HazMat's bringing
more tents with more showers.

271
00:09:51,634 --> 00:09:53,157
Until then, we just
need to hold on.

272
00:09:53,201 --> 00:09:55,507
- I'm gonna go find where
an herbicide banned in the '70s

273
00:09:55,551 --> 00:09:57,161
is hiding in our hospital.

274
00:09:57,205 --> 00:10:00,121
[tense music]

275
00:10:00,164 --> 00:10:03,864
♪

276
00:10:03,907 --> 00:10:06,388
[elevator dings]

277
00:10:06,431 --> 00:10:08,216
- Oh, just who
I was looking for.

278
00:10:08,259 --> 00:10:09,870
- Dora, the HCC heard about

279
00:10:09,913 --> 00:10:11,088
our chemical spill, I take it?

280
00:10:11,132 --> 00:10:13,090
- And I need an important file

281
00:10:13,134 --> 00:10:14,701
the medical director
should have on hand.

282
00:10:14,744 --> 00:10:15,876
[phone beeps]
- Well, then you need to talk

283
00:10:15,919 --> 00:10:17,355
to the medical director.

284
00:10:17,399 --> 00:10:19,444
- Because Max would know
where any important files are?

285
00:10:19,488 --> 00:10:20,402
I'm betting
I'll have better odds

286
00:10:20,445 --> 00:10:21,490
with his former number two.

287
00:10:21,533 --> 00:10:22,752
- All right,
what are we looking for?

288
00:10:22,796 --> 00:10:25,799
- Hazardous material
inspection reports.

289
00:10:25,842 --> 00:10:28,453
If we were briefed

290
00:10:28,497 --> 00:10:31,674
on any MFCA storage issues,
then we're liable.

291
00:10:31,718 --> 00:10:33,415
- The ED ceiling caved in

292
00:10:33,458 --> 00:10:34,895
and poured poison
all over our patients.

293
00:10:34,938 --> 00:10:37,332
I'm pretty sure we're liable.

294
00:10:37,375 --> 00:10:39,682
- Just find the report.

295
00:10:39,726 --> 00:10:40,814
I'm just doing my job.

296
00:10:42,903 --> 00:10:44,687
[smashing]

297
00:10:44,731 --> 00:10:47,647
- The MFCA has branched
into all these pipes.

298
00:10:47,690 --> 00:10:50,519
Corrosion's not as bad
as the ED.

299
00:10:50,562 --> 00:10:51,825
- You get a flood
of that stuff,

300
00:10:51,868 --> 00:10:53,565
all these pipes will go.
- And then instead

301
00:10:53,609 --> 00:10:55,132
of one chemical spill,
we'll have 50.

302
00:10:55,176 --> 00:10:56,307
It's gotta be
coming from somewhere.

303
00:10:56,351 --> 00:10:57,831
We'll split up
and we find the source.

304
00:10:57,874 --> 00:11:00,398
[smashing]

305
00:11:00,442 --> 00:11:03,619
[tense music]

306
00:11:03,663 --> 00:11:07,928
♪

307
00:11:07,971 --> 00:11:10,539
- The protection order will
legally compel Chance Becker

308
00:11:10,582 --> 00:11:12,715
to stay away from you,
your workplace, and your home.

309
00:11:12,759 --> 00:11:14,499
He'll be prohibited
from any direct contact

310
00:11:14,543 --> 00:11:16,676
with you or your family.

311
00:11:16,719 --> 00:11:18,155
The court may add exceptions,

312
00:11:18,199 --> 00:11:20,114
but I've been in-house counsel
here a long time,

313
00:11:20,157 --> 00:11:21,376
there won't be any issues.

314
00:11:21,419 --> 00:11:23,291
- Do we need
to inform anyone internally?

315
00:11:23,334 --> 00:11:24,466
- No, only if you want us to.

316
00:11:24,509 --> 00:11:25,815
- I think I'd like
to keep it quiet.

317
00:11:25,859 --> 00:11:27,991
You know, for Chance's sake.

318
00:11:28,035 --> 00:11:29,384
- For Chance?

319
00:11:29,427 --> 00:11:32,300
- Yeah, um--
- Anne.

320
00:11:33,605 --> 00:11:35,695
- Uh, Neil,
if you'll excuse me.

321
00:11:35,738 --> 00:11:37,697
Thank you, thank you very much.

322
00:11:37,740 --> 00:11:39,220
Hey, Anne, Julie.

323
00:11:39,263 --> 00:11:40,482
Hey, guys, wait up.

324
00:11:40,525 --> 00:11:42,005
Whoa, what's the matter?

325
00:11:42,049 --> 00:11:43,485
What happened?
Something happen with your son?

326
00:11:43,528 --> 00:11:44,834
- Alex just got upset.

327
00:11:44,878 --> 00:11:46,662
- Upset? He was screaming.

328
00:11:46,706 --> 00:11:48,490
He was completely
out of control.

329
00:11:48,533 --> 00:11:50,057
- Okay, well, why don't we all

330
00:11:50,100 --> 00:11:51,406
go have a chat in my office

331
00:11:51,449 --> 00:11:52,581
and we'll figure it out.
- What's there to say?

332
00:11:52,624 --> 00:11:53,800
He doesn't want us here,
so we're leaving.

333
00:11:53,843 --> 00:11:55,323
- Well, that's a bit
of a hasty reaction.

334
00:11:55,366 --> 00:11:56,716
- Sorry folks,
we're shutting the exits.

335
00:11:56,759 --> 00:11:58,413
There's been a chemical spill
downstairs.

336
00:11:58,456 --> 00:12:00,284
No one in or out
until it's safe.

337
00:12:00,328 --> 00:12:02,156
- But the kids--
- Everybody's fine up here.

338
00:12:02,199 --> 00:12:03,461
I just need you to hold tight

339
00:12:03,505 --> 00:12:04,941
until the downstairs exit's
decontaminated.

340
00:12:04,985 --> 00:12:06,464
- Okay.

341
00:12:06,508 --> 00:12:08,379
Okay, thank you. Um...

342
00:12:10,120 --> 00:12:13,950
Well, since we're
all stuck here...

343
00:12:13,994 --> 00:12:16,779
come on, let's have a chat.

344
00:12:16,823 --> 00:12:18,433
Come on, let's go.

345
00:12:18,476 --> 00:12:21,392
[punchy drum beat]

346
00:12:21,436 --> 00:12:23,568
♪

347
00:12:23,612 --> 00:12:26,397
- Couple more should do it.

348
00:12:26,441 --> 00:12:28,704
- Take your time.

349
00:12:28,748 --> 00:12:31,228
Certainly, don't worry
about the shears.

350
00:12:32,577 --> 00:12:34,797
- We haven't forgotten,
I promise.

351
00:12:34,841 --> 00:12:36,843
♪

352
00:12:36,886 --> 00:12:38,714
- No rush.

353
00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:40,237
- Once we stabilize
your vitals,

354
00:12:40,281 --> 00:12:41,499
they are coming out.

355
00:12:41,543 --> 00:12:42,544
- Would you like
more pain meds?

356
00:12:42,587 --> 00:12:44,851
- What I'd like is a hospital

357
00:12:44,894 --> 00:12:46,722
that's not falling apart.

358
00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:49,507
I mean, how can you even
see what you're doing

359
00:12:49,551 --> 00:12:51,248
when the lights keep dimming?

360
00:12:51,292 --> 00:12:53,120
It's like a cavern in here.

361
00:12:53,163 --> 00:12:55,731
- The lights aren't dimming.

362
00:12:55,775 --> 00:12:58,386
- But why is everything
getting darker?

363
00:12:58,429 --> 00:13:01,432
[tense music]

364
00:13:01,476 --> 00:13:05,654
♪

365
00:13:05,697 --> 00:13:08,744
[slamming]

366
00:13:08,788 --> 00:13:11,747
[liquid dripping]

367
00:13:11,791 --> 00:13:18,667
♪

368
00:13:18,710 --> 00:13:21,583
- You ever heard of MFCA
exposure causing blindness?

369
00:13:21,626 --> 00:13:23,585
- I'd barely even heard of MFCA

370
00:13:23,628 --> 00:13:25,369
before it gushed
all over my ED.

371
00:13:25,413 --> 00:13:26,718
- Well, Bertha's
now experiencing

372
00:13:26,762 --> 00:13:28,677
complete and total vision loss.

373
00:13:28,720 --> 00:13:30,200
- She did take the biggest hit.

374
00:13:30,244 --> 00:13:31,854
Had the most extreme exposure.

375
00:13:31,898 --> 00:13:33,943
- Well, I put her on dialysis
to try to clean the toxins

376
00:13:33,987 --> 00:13:35,771
out of her blood but, look,

377
00:13:35,815 --> 00:13:37,860
if this is blinding people,
then we need to get

378
00:13:37,904 --> 00:13:39,862
everybody decontaminated
as soon as possible.

379
00:13:39,906 --> 00:13:41,168
- Oh, yeah,
'cause up until now,

380
00:13:41,211 --> 00:13:42,256
we've been dragging our feet.

381
00:13:42,299 --> 00:13:43,431
- Hey, look, I'm just saying

382
00:13:43,474 --> 00:13:44,606
there could be more surprises.

383
00:13:44,649 --> 00:13:46,826
- Got it. Thank you.

384
00:13:46,869 --> 00:13:53,789
♪

385
00:13:55,486 --> 00:13:57,097
Let's get this line moving,
people.

386
00:13:57,140 --> 00:13:58,838
Come on.

387
00:13:58,881 --> 00:14:05,845
♪

388
00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:12,547
[light flickering and buzzing]

389
00:14:15,332 --> 00:14:22,339
♪

390
00:14:22,383 --> 00:14:25,952
[liquid splashing and hissing]

391
00:14:25,995 --> 00:14:28,955
[foreboding music]

392
00:14:28,998 --> 00:14:35,918
♪

393
00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:43,839
[metallic groan]

394
00:14:43,883 --> 00:14:46,886
[rumbling]

395
00:14:48,844 --> 00:14:52,239
[drain slurping]

396
00:14:52,282 --> 00:14:53,980
[groaning and hissing]

397
00:14:54,023 --> 00:14:56,939
[liquid rushing]

398
00:15:01,204 --> 00:15:02,727
- Come on!

399
00:15:05,339 --> 00:15:06,993
Help!

400
00:15:07,036 --> 00:15:08,908
[liquid dripping]

401
00:15:08,951 --> 00:15:11,301
Help!

402
00:15:11,345 --> 00:15:13,303
I need some help in here!

403
00:15:13,347 --> 00:15:15,915
Anybody! Help!

404
00:15:19,309 --> 00:15:19,483
.

405
00:15:19,527 --> 00:15:20,484
- Max, Sandra Fall and I

406
00:15:20,528 --> 00:15:22,269
have been looking everywhere
for the hazardous materials

407
00:15:22,312 --> 00:15:24,488
inspection report
that you should've filed.

408
00:15:24,532 --> 00:15:26,186
But of course,
it's nowhere to be found.

409
00:15:26,229 --> 00:15:28,275
Much like yourself.
Where are you?

410
00:15:28,318 --> 00:15:29,667
Call me, please.

411
00:15:29,711 --> 00:15:32,627
[tense music]

412
00:15:32,670 --> 00:15:35,108
- Miguel, do you know where
Dr. Goodwin went after this?

413
00:15:35,151 --> 00:15:36,631
- They just called me
for clean-up.

414
00:15:36,674 --> 00:15:37,849
- Right.

415
00:15:49,557 --> 00:15:52,560
[gripping music]

416
00:15:52,603 --> 00:15:54,649
- Ah, bike man, good news.

417
00:15:54,692 --> 00:15:56,694
Your CT came back clear.

418
00:15:56,738 --> 00:15:59,654
I'd prescribe Advil
and a brake on that Fixie.

419
00:15:59,697 --> 00:16:01,003
- So I'm good to go?
- Ah, no.

420
00:16:01,047 --> 00:16:02,744
Not until you go through DECON.

421
00:16:02,787 --> 00:16:04,224
- But I was barely in there.

422
00:16:04,267 --> 00:16:06,356
- Which is why I'm sending you
to the back of the line.

423
00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:12,058
♪

424
00:16:12,101 --> 00:16:14,582
Um, is the insulin
back in the ED?

425
00:16:14,625 --> 00:16:16,018
- Check over there.

426
00:16:16,062 --> 00:16:17,454
I put them in the crash cart

427
00:16:17,498 --> 00:16:19,979
but we're still moving stuff
out of the ED.

428
00:16:20,022 --> 00:16:23,721
- Ah, somebody is thinkin'.

429
00:16:23,765 --> 00:16:26,072
- Hey, you had
way more exposure

430
00:16:26,115 --> 00:16:27,812
than anyone else.
- And your point is?

431
00:16:27,856 --> 00:16:29,336
- You need to be the next one
into the DECON showers.

432
00:16:29,379 --> 00:16:31,338
- Okay, I don't know
how it works at Mt. Zion,

433
00:16:31,381 --> 00:16:33,296
but in my ED,
patients come first.

434
00:16:46,657 --> 00:16:49,791
- Oppositional defiant disorder
is tough.

435
00:16:49,834 --> 00:16:53,055
Kids with ODD like Alex
are rude.

436
00:16:53,099 --> 00:16:54,709
They're aggressive, vindictive.

437
00:16:54,752 --> 00:16:58,669
- Our son hates us, Dr. Frome.
- He doesn't--

438
00:16:58,713 --> 00:17:00,367
- You were there. You saw him.

439
00:17:00,410 --> 00:17:03,631
- No, no, listen to me.
It can feel a lot like hate.

440
00:17:03,674 --> 00:17:05,894
It can look exactly like hate.

441
00:17:05,937 --> 00:17:07,113
But it's not hate.

442
00:17:07,156 --> 00:17:10,986
It is brain function,
that's it.

443
00:17:11,030 --> 00:17:12,640
It's an inflated response

444
00:17:12,683 --> 00:17:14,120
to perceived threats.

445
00:17:14,163 --> 00:17:15,904
- And exactly how
did I threaten him?

446
00:17:15,947 --> 00:17:17,601
- You didn't.

447
00:17:17,645 --> 00:17:19,908
She didn't. I--

448
00:17:19,951 --> 00:17:21,083
I honestly think
this morning was just

449
00:17:21,127 --> 00:17:23,129
a low blood sugar moment.

450
00:17:23,172 --> 00:17:25,087
You know how he gets.

451
00:17:25,131 --> 00:17:27,785
[gentle music]

452
00:17:27,829 --> 00:17:30,092
I bet now that he's had
a minute, he'll be different.

453
00:17:30,136 --> 00:17:31,920
♪

454
00:17:31,963 --> 00:17:33,530
We should go back in
and try again.

455
00:17:33,574 --> 00:17:35,706
- No, actually, I don't think
that's a good idea.

456
00:17:35,750 --> 00:17:37,230
Julie...

457
00:17:37,273 --> 00:17:39,101
- Why not?
- Because I don't think that

458
00:17:39,145 --> 00:17:40,624
the problem today was Alex.

459
00:17:40,668 --> 00:17:42,235
♪

460
00:17:42,278 --> 00:17:46,674
I think that the real problem
is here, in this room.

461
00:17:46,717 --> 00:17:49,503
♪

462
00:17:49,546 --> 00:17:52,245
- You think Alex's ODD
is our fault?

463
00:17:52,288 --> 00:17:54,421
- No, ODD is no one's fault.

464
00:17:54,464 --> 00:17:56,858
I'm--I'm talking
specifically about

465
00:17:56,901 --> 00:17:58,207
what triggered Alex today.

466
00:17:58,251 --> 00:18:00,296
- And you think it was his moms

467
00:18:00,340 --> 00:18:02,081
bringing him cookies.

468
00:18:03,821 --> 00:18:06,085
I'm sorry.
I don't understand that at all.

469
00:18:06,128 --> 00:18:07,303
- Your wife does.

470
00:18:13,004 --> 00:18:14,441
- Anne?

471
00:18:16,312 --> 00:18:17,835
[emotional music]

472
00:18:17,879 --> 00:18:20,403
- Anne, look at where you are.

473
00:18:20,447 --> 00:18:22,057
Hiding the truth
is not working.

474
00:18:22,101 --> 00:18:29,195
♪

475
00:18:31,545 --> 00:18:34,069
- The two weeks that Alex
was out of the house...

476
00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:38,465
♪

477
00:18:38,508 --> 00:18:41,642
Have been the best two weeks
I've had in years.

478
00:18:41,685 --> 00:18:44,645
♪

479
00:18:44,688 --> 00:18:46,995
No screaming.

480
00:18:47,038 --> 00:18:48,953
No hitting.

481
00:18:48,997 --> 00:18:51,652
♪

482
00:18:51,695 --> 00:18:53,828
No one...

483
00:18:53,871 --> 00:18:57,353
attacking my beautiful wife...

484
00:18:57,397 --> 00:18:59,616
when she's just
trying to be nice.

485
00:18:59,660 --> 00:19:06,580
♪

486
00:19:10,018 --> 00:19:12,020
I didn't want to see him today.

487
00:19:12,063 --> 00:19:13,717
[breathes shakily]

488
00:19:13,761 --> 00:19:17,504
♪

489
00:19:17,547 --> 00:19:20,115
And on some level,
I think that he knows it.

490
00:19:20,159 --> 00:19:21,899
[sobs quietly]

491
00:19:21,943 --> 00:19:25,033
♪

492
00:19:25,076 --> 00:19:26,426
- Dialysis went great, Bertha.

493
00:19:26,469 --> 00:19:27,557
We're gonna give your sight

494
00:19:27,601 --> 00:19:29,385
a little more time
to reset, okay?

495
00:19:29,429 --> 00:19:33,389
- In the meantime,
I'll just lay here impaled.

496
00:19:33,433 --> 00:19:35,522
- [laughs]
Not at all.

497
00:19:35,565 --> 00:19:39,221
Look, next stop,
those shears are coming out.

498
00:19:39,265 --> 00:19:40,701
- [chuckles]

499
00:19:40,744 --> 00:19:43,312
I'm so sorry.

500
00:19:43,356 --> 00:19:45,271
None of this is your fault.

501
00:19:45,314 --> 00:19:47,011
- Don't worry about me.

502
00:19:47,055 --> 00:19:49,144
Just focus on you.

503
00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:52,234
- Focusing on me
is why I started gardening.

504
00:19:52,278 --> 00:19:53,888
My shrink said

505
00:19:53,931 --> 00:20:00,677
it's a way to tune everybody
else out and hear the universe.

506
00:20:00,721 --> 00:20:02,723
[chuckles]
I know, it's hippy.

507
00:20:02,766 --> 00:20:06,074
- [chuckles]
- But doesn't that sound nice?

508
00:20:06,117 --> 00:20:09,120
Hearing the universe.

509
00:20:09,164 --> 00:20:11,732
- It does.
- I'm trying to hear it now

510
00:20:11,775 --> 00:20:14,387
but these shears...

511
00:20:14,430 --> 00:20:17,041
makes it kinda har...

512
00:20:17,085 --> 00:20:18,739
[gurgles]

513
00:20:18,782 --> 00:20:21,089
[wheezing]

514
00:20:21,132 --> 00:20:22,569
[alarm beeping]
- Whoa, whoa, whoa.

515
00:20:22,612 --> 00:20:24,571
Grab me two milligrams
of Ativan IV.

516
00:20:24,614 --> 00:20:26,225
- [choking]

517
00:20:26,268 --> 00:20:27,704
- Do we need to get
her back on dialysis?

518
00:20:27,748 --> 00:20:29,271
- It's too late, her body's
absorbed too much MFCA.

519
00:20:29,315 --> 00:20:31,142
- So where does that leave us?

520
00:20:31,186 --> 00:20:35,277
[alarm beeping]
- [choking]

521
00:20:35,321 --> 00:20:38,846
- Dr. Reynolds?

522
00:20:38,889 --> 00:20:40,456
- I--I don't know.

523
00:20:55,819 --> 00:20:57,821
- Max?

524
00:21:02,652 --> 00:21:04,785
- [faintly]
Anybody?

525
00:21:04,828 --> 00:21:07,657
- Max?

526
00:21:07,701 --> 00:21:09,746
- [faintly]
Help!

527
00:21:09,790 --> 00:21:11,574
[dramatic music]

528
00:21:11,618 --> 00:21:13,228
[liquid hissing]

529
00:21:13,272 --> 00:21:16,318
- Max?

530
00:21:16,362 --> 00:21:18,189
Max, you need
to get out of there.

531
00:21:18,233 --> 00:21:20,670
- I--I can't, I--I--

532
00:21:20,714 --> 00:21:22,716
if I let go of this,
the whole tank's gonna give.

533
00:21:22,759 --> 00:21:24,326
And it'd go
all over the hospital.

534
00:21:24,370 --> 00:21:25,806
Hundreds of people
are gonna be exposed.

535
00:21:25,849 --> 00:21:26,981
You need to go get help.

536
00:21:27,024 --> 00:21:30,376
- No, you're gonna leave.

537
00:21:30,419 --> 00:21:31,986
I'm gonna hold the pipe

538
00:21:32,029 --> 00:21:32,987
and you're gonna
go and get help.

539
00:21:33,030 --> 00:21:35,990
- I can't.
- Why not!?

540
00:21:36,033 --> 00:21:36,991
- I can't see.

541
00:21:37,034 --> 00:21:43,737
♪

542
00:21:48,785 --> 00:21:49,003
.

543
00:21:49,046 --> 00:21:50,700
- Anne, what you just described

544
00:21:50,744 --> 00:21:52,615
is a perfectly normal feeling.

545
00:21:52,659 --> 00:21:55,270
But Alex didn't erupt
this morning

546
00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:57,838
because you asked him
a question.

547
00:21:57,881 --> 00:21:59,361
Alex erupted

548
00:21:59,405 --> 00:22:03,452
because Julie stopped you
from disciplining him.

549
00:22:03,496 --> 00:22:05,019
And you just said that at home,

550
00:22:05,062 --> 00:22:07,674
Alex is triggered
by Julie just being nice.

551
00:22:11,025 --> 00:22:13,462
The threat that
Alex is perceiving

552
00:22:13,506 --> 00:22:15,638
is your positivity.

553
00:22:15,682 --> 00:22:17,727
- How can positivity
be a threat?

554
00:22:17,771 --> 00:22:19,642
- Well, Alex knows
that his troubles

555
00:22:19,686 --> 00:22:21,992
are deeper than blood sugar.

556
00:22:22,036 --> 00:22:23,820
And when you pretend
that they aren't,

557
00:22:23,864 --> 00:22:24,995
it scares him.

558
00:22:25,039 --> 00:22:26,823
It denies his reality.

559
00:22:26,867 --> 00:22:27,824
And Anne's, too.

560
00:22:27,868 --> 00:22:29,870
- [scoffs]

561
00:22:29,913 --> 00:22:34,265
♪

562
00:22:34,309 --> 00:22:35,397
You agree with him.

563
00:22:35,441 --> 00:22:42,404
♪

564
00:22:42,448 --> 00:22:44,841
Yes, I try to be positive.

565
00:22:44,885 --> 00:22:46,234
Alex can't. You won't.

566
00:22:46,277 --> 00:22:48,105
Somebody has to be.
- Why does somebody have to?

567
00:22:48,149 --> 00:22:50,064
Why can't we just acknowledge
what's actually happening?

568
00:22:50,107 --> 00:22:51,674
- You of all people
asking me that?

569
00:22:51,718 --> 00:22:53,720
The person who stood up
in front of all of us today

570
00:22:53,763 --> 00:22:55,199
like some camp counselor,

571
00:22:55,243 --> 00:22:57,419
acting like we weren't
all here to visit our kids

572
00:22:57,463 --> 00:22:58,855
in a mental hospital.

573
00:22:58,899 --> 00:23:00,814
Telling us, "Oh, it'll be
a great day today.

574
00:23:00,857 --> 00:23:02,206
"Just remember
to remove your jewelry

575
00:23:02,250 --> 00:23:04,470
so the kids don't try
and kill themselves."

576
00:23:04,513 --> 00:23:05,906
I'm denying reality?

577
00:23:05,949 --> 00:23:09,779
♪

578
00:23:09,823 --> 00:23:12,478
[monitor beeping]

579
00:23:15,394 --> 00:23:17,874
- You're actually
removing the shears?

580
00:23:17,918 --> 00:23:19,659
Floyd, it's too late for her.
She's dying.

581
00:23:19,702 --> 00:23:21,530
- Because of us.

582
00:23:21,574 --> 00:23:23,663
We did this to her.

583
00:23:23,706 --> 00:23:25,926
This hospital,
this--this building.

584
00:23:25,969 --> 00:23:27,536
♪

585
00:23:27,580 --> 00:23:29,190
You know, Bertha said that

586
00:23:29,233 --> 00:23:31,018
the shears were making it hard
for her to hear the universe.

587
00:23:31,061 --> 00:23:32,933
Well, if there's ever a time

588
00:23:32,976 --> 00:23:35,631
that we deserve
to hear the universe,

589
00:23:35,675 --> 00:23:37,938
it's when we're leaving it.

590
00:23:37,981 --> 00:23:41,855
♪

591
00:23:41,898 --> 00:23:44,771
[shower running]

592
00:23:44,814 --> 00:23:45,902
- Staff's all through.

593
00:23:45,946 --> 00:23:47,034
After Ms. Westbrook,

594
00:23:47,077 --> 00:23:48,209
it's just you
and DeMarcus Lott.

595
00:23:48,252 --> 00:23:49,906
- Where is he?
- He's around the corner,

596
00:23:49,950 --> 00:23:51,821
editing video
of his head-on collision.

597
00:23:55,738 --> 00:23:58,698
[foreboding music]

598
00:23:58,741 --> 00:24:05,835
♪

599
00:24:10,797 --> 00:24:13,669
- [wheezing gasps]

600
00:24:13,713 --> 00:24:16,237
- Mr. Lott?

601
00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:17,412
It's okay,
I've got you, DeMarcus.

602
00:24:17,456 --> 00:24:18,892
I got you, I got you,
I got you.

603
00:24:18,935 --> 00:24:22,852
- [wheezing]

604
00:24:22,896 --> 00:24:24,506
- I need help over here!

605
00:24:24,550 --> 00:24:26,203
Casey!

606
00:24:26,247 --> 00:24:28,597
A blood vessel
damaged in your accident

607
00:24:28,641 --> 00:24:30,033
must've just given way.

608
00:24:30,077 --> 00:24:31,905
It's caused
an expanding hematoma

609
00:24:31,948 --> 00:24:35,604
and it is closing off
your windpipe.

610
00:24:35,648 --> 00:24:37,432
I can fix it. I--I can fix it.

611
00:24:37,476 --> 00:24:39,826
I just gotta--just need to
drain the blood.

612
00:24:39,869 --> 00:24:41,567
Casey!

613
00:24:41,610 --> 00:24:43,612
[muffled]
Help, Casey!

614
00:24:43,656 --> 00:24:50,532
♪

615
00:24:54,928 --> 00:24:56,320
I need help!

616
00:24:56,364 --> 00:24:58,061
- [wheezing]

617
00:24:58,105 --> 00:25:03,545
♪

618
00:25:03,589 --> 00:25:05,808
[shoes squealing, thudding]

619
00:25:05,852 --> 00:25:07,636
- [groans]

620
00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:14,208
♪

621
00:25:14,251 --> 00:25:15,035
[grunts]

622
00:25:15,078 --> 00:25:22,216
♪

623
00:25:51,245 --> 00:25:54,857
[syringe squelching]

624
00:25:54,901 --> 00:25:56,729
[whispers tearfully]
Come on, come on.

625
00:25:56,772 --> 00:25:58,557
Come on, breathe. Come on.

626
00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:01,429
Come on.

627
00:26:01,472 --> 00:26:03,692
- [gasps for air]

628
00:26:03,736 --> 00:26:07,870
- [gasps and sighs]

629
00:26:07,914 --> 00:26:15,095
♪

630
00:26:27,977 --> 00:26:31,546
[alarms beeping]

631
00:26:31,590 --> 00:26:33,635
- Her end-tidal CO2 levels
just went off a cliff.

632
00:26:33,679 --> 00:26:34,897
- It's severe acidosis.

633
00:26:34,941 --> 00:26:36,551
Push two amps of bicarb.

634
00:26:36,595 --> 00:26:39,249
- Removing the shears
caused a pancreatic storm.

635
00:26:39,293 --> 00:26:42,601
- This is not
how she's going out.

636
00:26:42,644 --> 00:26:43,732
Suture.

637
00:26:43,776 --> 00:26:48,041
[alarms beeping]

638
00:26:48,084 --> 00:26:49,695
[drain whooshing]

639
00:26:49,738 --> 00:26:50,870
- Helen?

640
00:26:50,913 --> 00:26:52,393
- Hang on, Max.

641
00:26:52,436 --> 00:26:53,655
- You need--you need to go.

642
00:26:53,699 --> 00:26:54,917
- Not without you.
And if you're not willing

643
00:26:54,961 --> 00:26:56,440
to let go of that pipe,

644
00:26:56,484 --> 00:26:58,965
then I've got
to seal the drain.

645
00:26:59,008 --> 00:27:01,097
- Helen, just go! Please!

646
00:27:01,141 --> 00:27:04,100
I won't, so stop yelling at me.

647
00:27:04,144 --> 00:27:05,145
[slamming]

648
00:27:05,188 --> 00:27:06,581
- What are you doing?

649
00:27:06,625 --> 00:27:08,670
- Weighing down the trash lid
over the drain.

650
00:27:10,498 --> 00:27:12,543
It's working.
- Wait, it's working?

651
00:27:12,587 --> 00:27:14,763
- Give me your hand.
- Are you sure?

652
00:27:14,807 --> 00:27:17,026
- Give me your hand.

653
00:27:17,070 --> 00:27:18,288
Come on.

654
00:27:18,332 --> 00:27:21,378
Come on, watch your step.

655
00:27:21,422 --> 00:27:22,249
Come on.

656
00:27:22,292 --> 00:27:24,904
[metallic groaning]

657
00:27:24,947 --> 00:27:26,949
Lean on there.

658
00:27:26,993 --> 00:27:29,125
[metallic groaning
and squealing]

659
00:27:29,169 --> 00:27:30,431
[elevator dings]

660
00:27:30,474 --> 00:27:33,042
We're almost at the tent.
Just hang on, okay?

661
00:27:33,086 --> 00:27:34,653
He--help!

662
00:27:34,696 --> 00:27:37,438
Can someone help, please!

663
00:27:37,481 --> 00:27:38,439
Help! Oh, Floyd!

664
00:27:38,482 --> 00:27:40,049
Floyd, he's drenched in MFCA.

665
00:27:40,093 --> 00:27:41,268
How are we treating
acute exposure?

666
00:27:41,311 --> 00:27:42,573
- We tried everything.
- And?

667
00:27:42,617 --> 00:27:47,056
- There's no treatment.
Nothing's worked.

668
00:27:47,100 --> 00:27:49,232
- [gasps]

669
00:27:50,799 --> 00:27:53,715
[somber piano tune]

670
00:27:53,759 --> 00:28:00,679
♪

671
00:28:09,818 --> 00:28:11,951
[no audible dialogue]

672
00:28:11,994 --> 00:28:18,044
♪

673
00:28:18,087 --> 00:28:19,872
[no audible dialogue]

674
00:28:19,915 --> 00:28:27,053
♪

675
00:28:33,189 --> 00:28:35,626
[no audible dialogue]

676
00:28:35,670 --> 00:28:42,590
♪

677
00:28:57,083 --> 00:28:59,868
[no audible dialogue]

678
00:28:59,912 --> 00:29:07,049
♪

679
00:29:07,093 --> 00:29:09,269
[no audible dialogue]

680
00:29:09,312 --> 00:29:16,276
♪

681
00:29:26,068 --> 00:29:33,206
♪

682
00:29:50,397 --> 00:29:53,095
[no audible dialogue]

683
00:29:53,139 --> 00:30:00,276
♪

684
00:30:30,872 --> 00:30:31,090
.

685
00:30:31,133 --> 00:30:33,657
- The bolus bicarbonate
and IV saline that you ordered.

686
00:30:33,701 --> 00:30:34,484
- I need CHEM panels drawn
Q15 minutes

687
00:30:34,528 --> 00:30:35,877
until his toxicity is halved.

688
00:30:35,921 --> 00:30:37,270
Q 1 hour after.

689
00:30:37,313 --> 00:30:38,880
- His BP was only 80/50.

690
00:30:38,924 --> 00:30:40,534
- The bicarb will work.
- How can you be so sure?

691
00:30:40,577 --> 00:30:41,840
I'm barely getting a pulse.

692
00:30:41,883 --> 00:30:42,884
- When we removed
the shears from my patient,

693
00:30:42,928 --> 00:30:44,364
it caused a pancreatic storm.

694
00:30:44,407 --> 00:30:46,845
She was going to die,
but then we pushed bicarbonate

695
00:30:46,888 --> 00:30:48,934
to neutralize the acid
in her pancreas.

696
00:30:48,977 --> 00:30:50,283
- Which raised the pH
in her blood,

697
00:30:50,326 --> 00:30:51,806
enhancing excretion.

698
00:30:51,850 --> 00:30:53,721
- Dr. Bloom's
responding to treatment.

699
00:30:53,764 --> 00:30:55,114
- [exhales]

700
00:30:55,157 --> 00:30:58,508
- How did you know
to remove the shears?

701
00:30:58,552 --> 00:31:00,510
- Listened to the universe.

702
00:31:00,554 --> 00:31:03,513
[gentle music]

703
00:31:03,557 --> 00:31:10,694
♪

704
00:31:20,791 --> 00:31:24,143
- Welcome back.

705
00:31:24,186 --> 00:31:27,581
Hey, so, uh, your numbers,
they look great.

706
00:31:27,624 --> 00:31:28,974
You're gonna be fine
by tomorrow.

707
00:31:29,017 --> 00:31:30,932
And don't worry about the ED.

708
00:31:30,976 --> 00:31:32,499
I got it taken care of.

709
00:31:32,542 --> 00:31:34,675
And I'll--

710
00:31:34,718 --> 00:31:39,593
♪

711
00:31:39,636 --> 00:31:41,421
- You can't go to Mt. Zion.

712
00:31:41,464 --> 00:31:43,031
♪

713
00:31:43,075 --> 00:31:45,904
[whispers]
I can't do this without you.

714
00:31:45,947 --> 00:31:47,906
You know that, right?

715
00:31:50,691 --> 00:31:52,693
- Yeah.

716
00:31:52,736 --> 00:31:54,651
I ain't goin' anywhere.

717
00:31:54,695 --> 00:31:57,306
But um, let's just, uh--

718
00:31:57,350 --> 00:32:00,222
let's dial it down a little bit
on the excitement, all right?

719
00:32:00,266 --> 00:32:02,224
I can't take this no more, man.

720
00:32:02,268 --> 00:32:04,618
- Oh, come on.
- [chuckles]

721
00:32:04,661 --> 00:32:06,707
- [chuckles]

722
00:32:06,750 --> 00:32:09,362
- This morning, I was, um--

723
00:32:09,405 --> 00:32:13,975
I was pushing the hope
pretty hard.

724
00:32:14,019 --> 00:32:18,414
And, uh, I was asking
you all to ignore...

725
00:32:18,458 --> 00:32:23,550
everything else.

726
00:32:23,593 --> 00:32:26,031
It's just, it's a weird idea

727
00:32:26,074 --> 00:32:30,470
that positivity can be toxic.

728
00:32:30,513 --> 00:32:33,560
But it absolutely can.

729
00:32:33,603 --> 00:32:36,563
Especially when it comes
at the cost of what is true.

730
00:32:36,606 --> 00:32:40,349
And what is true...

731
00:32:40,393 --> 00:32:45,180
is that nobody wants
to be in this room.

732
00:32:45,224 --> 00:32:46,921
None of you want to be here.

733
00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:48,488
[emotional music]

734
00:32:48,531 --> 00:32:50,664
And no pep talk
that I can give you

735
00:32:50,707 --> 00:32:52,318
will wish that away.

736
00:32:52,361 --> 00:32:56,365
♪

737
00:32:56,409 --> 00:32:58,585
So I wanna
reframe this meeting.

738
00:32:58,628 --> 00:33:04,286
I want to use this time and
this space to tell the truth.

739
00:33:04,330 --> 00:33:06,680
The real truth,
the brutal truth.

740
00:33:06,723 --> 00:33:07,942
I want you to say the things

741
00:33:07,986 --> 00:33:10,031
that you're
not supposed to say.

742
00:33:10,075 --> 00:33:12,251
I'm giving you permission
to say them in here.

743
00:33:12,294 --> 00:33:13,774
The hope that you and your kids

744
00:33:13,817 --> 00:33:15,819
actually need only comes

745
00:33:15,863 --> 00:33:17,560
with that kind of truth, so...

746
00:33:17,604 --> 00:33:20,563
- I keep my gas tank full.

747
00:33:20,607 --> 00:33:23,871
Just in case I, uh,
I can't take it anymore.

748
00:33:23,914 --> 00:33:26,178
♪

749
00:33:26,221 --> 00:33:28,615
And sometimes
I dream about just--

750
00:33:28,658 --> 00:33:29,920
just driving away.

751
00:33:29,964 --> 00:33:31,226
♪

752
00:33:31,270 --> 00:33:32,880
- I sit in the bathroom...

753
00:33:32,923 --> 00:33:34,969
♪

754
00:33:35,013 --> 00:33:37,145
And check prices
on one-way flights.

755
00:33:37,189 --> 00:33:39,626
[voice breaking]
Just knowing I could leave...

756
00:33:39,669 --> 00:33:40,844
- [whispering]
It's okay.

757
00:33:40,888 --> 00:33:42,629
Oh, baby, it's okay.

758
00:33:42,672 --> 00:33:46,154
♪

759
00:33:46,198 --> 00:33:48,635
- I love my daughter.

760
00:33:48,678 --> 00:33:49,766
I do.

761
00:33:49,810 --> 00:33:51,986
♪

762
00:33:52,030 --> 00:33:54,467
But when we're out
in public, she...

763
00:33:54,510 --> 00:33:56,773
♪

764
00:33:56,817 --> 00:33:59,776
She screams and she...

765
00:33:59,820 --> 00:34:01,082
says awful things

766
00:34:01,126 --> 00:34:03,693
and I beg her to stop
and she won't.

767
00:34:03,737 --> 00:34:05,782
And sometimes I...

768
00:34:05,826 --> 00:34:07,958
♪

769
00:34:08,002 --> 00:34:09,351
I hate her.

770
00:34:09,395 --> 00:34:11,092
♪

771
00:34:11,136 --> 00:34:12,833
[tearfully]
What's wrong with me?

772
00:34:12,876 --> 00:34:16,837
[sobbing]

773
00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:20,232
♪

774
00:34:20,275 --> 00:34:22,756
- My son.

775
00:34:22,799 --> 00:34:24,671
He's my miracle.

776
00:34:24,714 --> 00:34:26,542
♪

777
00:34:26,586 --> 00:34:28,675
But sometimes I wish...

778
00:34:28,718 --> 00:34:35,638
♪

779
00:34:37,249 --> 00:34:40,991
[whispering] Sometimes I wish
he hadn't been born.

780
00:34:41,035 --> 00:34:44,256
♪

781
00:34:44,299 --> 00:34:45,474
[sniffles]

782
00:34:45,518 --> 00:34:48,825
♪

783
00:34:48,869 --> 00:34:50,827
Please.

784
00:34:50,871 --> 00:34:55,397
♪

785
00:35:00,446 --> 00:35:07,366
♪

786
00:35:09,281 --> 00:35:12,153
- I woke up at 4:00 a.m.
to bake the cookies.

787
00:35:12,197 --> 00:35:15,243
♪

788
00:35:15,287 --> 00:35:18,116
I wanted them to be fresh
because Alex is here.

789
00:35:18,159 --> 00:35:21,554
♪

790
00:35:21,597 --> 00:35:25,819
And when he threw them
in my face, I...

791
00:35:25,862 --> 00:35:28,952
I swear to God,
I almost hit him.

792
00:35:28,996 --> 00:35:31,651
I would never. I...

793
00:35:31,694 --> 00:35:33,087
of course, I--I...

794
00:35:33,131 --> 00:35:37,091
♪

795
00:35:37,135 --> 00:35:41,835
I just want him to know
how much he hurts me.

796
00:35:41,878 --> 00:35:45,186
[sobbing]
How much I hurt.

797
00:35:45,230 --> 00:35:47,275
♪

798
00:35:47,319 --> 00:35:49,930
It's not his fault.
I shouldn't feel like this.

799
00:35:49,973 --> 00:35:55,762
♪

800
00:35:55,805 --> 00:35:57,764
[sobbing]

801
00:35:57,807 --> 00:36:04,727
♪

802
00:36:17,479 --> 00:36:20,090
[knocking]

803
00:36:20,134 --> 00:36:23,485
♪

804
00:36:23,529 --> 00:36:25,792
- Lyn.

805
00:36:25,835 --> 00:36:27,228
This isn't a bar.

806
00:36:29,709 --> 00:36:30,971
- You said drinks.

807
00:36:31,014 --> 00:36:33,930
[gentle piano music]

808
00:36:33,974 --> 00:36:35,802
♪

809
00:36:35,845 --> 00:36:38,239
- Okay.

810
00:36:38,283 --> 00:36:41,634
You still married?

811
00:36:41,677 --> 00:36:44,114
- It's like this.

812
00:36:44,158 --> 00:36:46,769
My husband and I,

813
00:36:46,813 --> 00:36:50,164
we have this understanding.

814
00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:52,993
When he's out of town,

815
00:36:53,036 --> 00:36:56,518
we're both allowed to...

816
00:36:56,562 --> 00:36:59,782
♪

817
00:36:59,826 --> 00:37:02,872
- [scoffs]

818
00:37:02,916 --> 00:37:06,441
Wow, um...

819
00:37:06,485 --> 00:37:10,837
you obviously...

820
00:37:10,880 --> 00:37:14,232
got a vibe that I dig.

821
00:37:14,275 --> 00:37:17,757
♪

822
00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:21,282
But you also have a ring.

823
00:37:21,326 --> 00:37:24,067
♪

824
00:37:24,111 --> 00:37:28,724
And "understanding" or not,

825
00:37:28,768 --> 00:37:31,249
I can't get down like that.

826
00:37:31,292 --> 00:37:36,079
♪

827
00:37:36,123 --> 00:37:40,214
- It--it's not me, either.

828
00:37:40,258 --> 00:37:42,912
I never actually, um,

829
00:37:42,956 --> 00:37:45,132
acted on it.

830
00:37:45,175 --> 00:37:48,266
I--I just--I thought this
would be easier.

831
00:37:48,309 --> 00:37:50,877
Or at least,
not totally humiliating.

832
00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:54,576
Because I, um,

833
00:37:54,620 --> 00:37:57,013
I dig you, too.

834
00:37:57,057 --> 00:37:58,885
♪

835
00:37:58,928 --> 00:38:00,147
Yeah, so you know what?

836
00:38:00,190 --> 00:38:01,844
I probably should
stop talking right now

837
00:38:01,888 --> 00:38:02,889
so that's what I'm gonna do.

838
00:38:02,932 --> 00:38:04,151
I am going
to stop talking and--

839
00:38:04,194 --> 00:38:06,066
- Hey.

840
00:38:06,109 --> 00:38:07,241
Grab a coat.

841
00:38:07,285 --> 00:38:09,896
♪

842
00:38:09,939 --> 00:38:11,854
- Why?

843
00:38:11,898 --> 00:38:14,161
- You still owe me a drink.

844
00:38:14,204 --> 00:38:16,903
Now it's a double.
- [chuckles]

845
00:38:16,946 --> 00:38:23,823
♪

846
00:38:28,610 --> 00:38:29,611
- Helen?

847
00:38:35,661 --> 00:38:36,705
- Can you see?

848
00:38:39,229 --> 00:38:41,144
- I see you.

849
00:38:48,108 --> 00:38:50,415
What happened?

850
00:38:50,458 --> 00:38:53,548
I remember getting to the tank
and then...

851
00:38:57,813 --> 00:38:58,814
It just goes blank.

852
00:39:11,261 --> 00:39:12,828
- It was just...

853
00:39:16,136 --> 00:39:19,444
Just DECON
and bicarb and stuff.

854
00:39:20,749 --> 00:39:22,360
- Stuff?

855
00:39:25,319 --> 00:39:26,842
- I'm gonna go.

856
00:39:26,886 --> 00:39:29,192
Just gonna let you rest.

857
00:39:29,236 --> 00:39:30,890
- Thanks.

858
00:39:35,111 --> 00:39:37,810
You were there, weren't you?

859
00:39:40,421 --> 00:39:42,815
[gentle music]

860
00:39:42,858 --> 00:39:45,731
♪

861
00:39:45,774 --> 00:39:47,515
I'm sorry.

862
00:39:50,083 --> 00:39:53,434
Guess sometimes...

863
00:39:53,478 --> 00:39:57,003
it takes me a minute...

864
00:39:57,046 --> 00:39:58,439
to remember...

865
00:39:58,483 --> 00:40:02,748
what matters.

866
00:40:02,791 --> 00:40:07,143
More than anything.

867
00:40:07,187 --> 00:40:09,058
You.

868
00:40:09,102 --> 00:40:10,886
♪

869
00:40:10,930 --> 00:40:13,802
- ♪ Well, I tried
to repress it ♪

870
00:40:13,846 --> 00:40:16,805
♪ And I carried its crown

871
00:40:16,849 --> 00:40:20,243
♪ I reached out
to undress it ♪

872
00:40:20,287 --> 00:40:23,682
♪ And love let me down

873
00:40:23,725 --> 00:40:26,641
♪

874
00:40:26,685 --> 00:40:30,428
♪ Love let me down

875
00:40:30,471 --> 00:40:35,694
♪

876
00:40:35,737 --> 00:40:38,697
♪ So I tried to erase it

877
00:40:38,740 --> 00:40:41,177
♪ But the ink bled
right through ♪

878
00:40:41,221 --> 00:40:44,529
♪ Almost drove myself crazy

879
00:40:44,572 --> 00:40:47,967
♪ And these words led to you

880
00:40:48,010 --> 00:40:52,711
♪ And all these
useless dreams ♪

881
00:40:52,754 --> 00:40:55,670
♪ Of living alone

882
00:40:55,714 --> 00:41:00,545
♪ Like a dogless bone

883
00:41:00,588 --> 00:41:07,029
♪ So come let me love you

884
00:41:07,073 --> 00:41:10,990
♪ Come let me love you

885
00:41:11,033 --> 00:41:12,252
♪ And then

886
00:41:12,295 --> 00:41:16,648
[phone ringing]

887
00:41:16,691 --> 00:41:18,824
- I--I didn't know
we still had landlines.

888
00:41:18,867 --> 00:41:20,390
- [chuckles]
- I have to...

889
00:41:20,434 --> 00:41:22,131
give me a sec, sorry.
[clears throat]

890
00:41:22,175 --> 00:41:23,176
Hello, hello?

891
00:41:23,219 --> 00:41:25,178
- Max, we have Luna.

892
00:41:25,221 --> 00:41:26,614
- Oh, thank God, um...

893
00:41:26,658 --> 00:41:28,703
- We heard
what happened to you.

894
00:41:28,747 --> 00:41:30,618
We, uh--
- I have been--

895
00:41:30,662 --> 00:41:32,272
- We're taking her
back home with us.

896
00:41:32,315 --> 00:41:34,056
- Y-yeah, okay.

897
00:41:34,100 --> 00:41:36,406
Great, um, that would
be great, actually.

898
00:41:36,450 --> 00:41:37,451
And I--no, no.

899
00:41:37,495 --> 00:41:39,279
I will--I will pick her up, um,

900
00:41:39,322 --> 00:41:40,280
first thing tomorrow, okay?

901
00:41:40,323 --> 00:41:43,152
- You almost died, Max.

902
00:41:43,196 --> 00:41:44,545
We want her to stay with us.

903
00:41:44,589 --> 00:41:45,938
- That's really not necessary,
Gwen.

904
00:41:45,981 --> 00:41:47,766
I appreciate it but
I'll see you tomorrow, okay?

905
00:41:47,809 --> 00:41:50,029
- No, Max.

906
00:41:50,072 --> 00:41:51,726
We're filing for custody.

907
00:41:51,770 --> 00:41:54,424
[line goes dead]
- Uh...

908
00:41:54,468 --> 00:41:55,817
[stammers]

909
00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:14,880
[ominous music]

910
00:42:14,923 --> 00:42:20,929
♪


